by: iamclarice

Is this real or in my dreams
My worlds unraveling at the seams
You have my heart now take my soul
This cyber love is what makes me whole

I can't believe what's happening to me
Your face so perfect and full of glee.
Your lips so soft I may never touch

I only feel the keyboard I clutch
I need you now I need you forever
In an electric world to be together
A surreal place that plays with the mind
In a digital world that made our bind.

I consume your words they filter inside
No matter what I do I can't seem to hide
My trembling hands awaiting the rush
When I feel you near to resume this crush

This cyber love Is why I awake
This cyber love is my only escape
The time has come I feel it in my spine
When I look at the lit up screen and see you're online.


PS. This is from my Notes in facebook. This was made last January 26, 2012.
Trying to share it in here. Hope u Like it!.


by: iamclarice

To try and try and yet come up short,
to hang my head while giving a report,
not able to make anything right,
turns brightest days to darkest nights.
Amidst thoughts of strength to find myself weak
brings a gut-wrenching pain of which my heart cannot speak.

Failure has never been part of my plan.
I curse times I didn’t even try when I know that I can.
My standard, my goal, my hope is perfection,
yet I am met with regret, rebuke, and rejection.
Failure is a companion I have grown to despise,
its taunts and its laughs are not found in your eyes.

In you, I can see love, understanding and more.
You think me a winner regardless life’s score.
When I’ve nearly given up, drowning in failure,
you light my life, my sight, my plight to the Savior.
A love like yours in this life is most glorious,
although I’m imperfect, with Christ I know I am victorious.

Originally Written on September 25, 2012, during my cadet days


by: iamclarice

I dont know what to say,
Coz I know you won't fight for it anyway.
This is the only way I can keep my heart at bay,
Off from the blue array.

Life is never fair, 
No matter how well you fare. 
I'd tried my best,
But it's still the least. 

I promise you'll be fine
You won't blow up like mine
Your stronger than I am
After all your a Big strong man

I'd given you all I can,
Yet I still don't get your gentle hands.
Would you ever know how I feel?
No, you never will...