Fake it 'til you make it!

So I have been working on something lately and things are not going somewhere I want it to be. I so wanted to leave because I know for a fact that I deserve better and I can definitely do better but then again, your workmates made it so difficult for you to leave. I don't exactly know why they are doing it but whatever the reason but I would like to think that they want me to stay but at this moment in life, I want to stick to whatever my life and my heart takes me. If something is not making me happy nor inspiring me, then I decide to leave. (Well, I wish!!)

Sometimes, the people you work with can sometimes inspire you, and at the same time can challenge the patience that you have. They will be the same people who will tell you to excel and sometimes are the exact people who will talk shit behind your back. You invested so much time and effort getting to know them and trying to please them but in the end, you end up the one feeling left alone. I thank God that I am not in any of these stages. As I grow older, I learn to let go of people who doesn't matter to me that much. Specially those people who are just trying to feed their ego.

If you have been working long enough in the industry, you will definitely understand and identify the instances when you can say that things have been fair and if things are not going well. I know this sounds absurd but there are times that no matter how hard you work, there will still be those times where you get caught by luck. Yes, pure luck. I want to believe that in Life, 80% is hardwork and 10% is luck but I guess I am wrong. hahahha. Akalain mo yun, how did she do that? lol
Anyaway, I guess that is it for last night.

Anyway, life and work may throw us lemons but let's just try to act like nothing's wrong and everything is ok. Not because you are dumb and numb but because you choose to have peace than argue with shallow people. No matter what happens, just fake it til you make it love. It will get better so don't worry - Note to self!

I am now off to somewhere where I can get inspirations and aspirations about life. (Char!)

Signing Off everyone!

Clarice